I knew it in my heart that he liked me the moment he saw me...I could see it in his eyes....When I approached him, he went into hiding...as if he didn't want to let me know how he felt...
But it was too late by then...
It was already in the air...
I made a phone call to mom...spoke about 'him'...almost for an hour...
I still couldn't find my way out...Questions kept on pouring in my mind...
How would I face him?? How would my mind be in peace again....I myself felt like running away from my feelings...but my other loved ones kept on telling me to face the ultimate truth about life...
My innermost feelings about 'him'...he is the one who has become so important in my life that I cannot see, hear, or think of anything else....
Yes, I will face it...I will confess it to the whole world about my feelings...
As I write this...I know even though I can't see him, I can still 'feel' him around...
I know he is out there..looking at me and thinking...feeling my presence in his life...
He is here somewhere, under the sofa...that dirty little mouse!
Monday, 28 June 2010
Sunday, 27 June 2010
A Friend ...Foundation Stone of my Life
Romancing Life! Title of Dev anand`s Book is apt for me too. The romance till date involes so many Friends and guides, who made me today. So this is the my first contribution to the Journey so for....
They said, more you go personal it becomes univesal. After reading Harshus post I felt the same. I am going to talk about one of my BEST frined. Frinds in our life set lasting impact to cherish for throught the life. I have one such friend, with whoom I shared best moments of my life. At present we are going through bit rough patch. The dialog between us has lost. But I hope that one day we will be back to the state where we left the Friendship..
We met in our B.Sc. days at Amravati. I was toatly new to the environment there. After debacle of my 12th (most ppl have this nightmare in their life :)) I had been sent here for further studies. He was in different class but I was very impressed by his nature. He was quite famous amongst girls. I always seen him talkin to most beautiful girl of our college. So I was bit of jealous and curios about him. For complete one year we never spoke, but I became a Fan of him. He was very enthusiastic about life. Having so much of things to do and clear vision. But the strong part of him, is that he was an artist by nature. He liked Music and master in singing. In our gathering he acted in one act play and got so much appluads and prizes. Whole college was fan of him. I left the college after first year and came back to Nasik. After that in each visit to Amravati our friendship grew like anything. We talked on so many things including Love, Life, Sports, politics, Science and not but the least Music and Acting. These long discussions and chats puts the founding stone of your personality in growing days of college. The we had Parties, Picnicks, treks, Shared our first drink, watched our first adult movie :)
Then came the real phase in my life where One Friend has to Stand by you to take you out of that situation. Heart break!! :) The first heart break is very difficult to digest but only A close best friend can take you out of that. He was my shoulder at that time. He listend and accepted my bakbak, my foul cries and every nonsense inthat phase. Its because of him I was able to withstand and came out of that phase. At this time I can see that phase very detached and can laugh at me, but it was very tense and dengerous at that time. Meri Majdhar wali naiyya ISI mazi ne par lagayee!!
Now he is Part of my family, but we have lost the dialog. I am responcible for it and feeling very low for that. I think who will First break the ice is the key point to such situations. Some Fear, some Ego and my cool nature is the cause of it. Some times i took things too lightly, where demand of time is I should be serious. Its not misunderstanding or anything. Its just we lost that Touch, the free flowing nature when we are together. Hope everything gets back like college days sooooon.....
They said, more you go personal it becomes univesal. After reading Harshus post I felt the same. I am going to talk about one of my BEST frined. Frinds in our life set lasting impact to cherish for throught the life. I have one such friend, with whoom I shared best moments of my life. At present we are going through bit rough patch. The dialog between us has lost. But I hope that one day we will be back to the state where we left the Friendship..
We met in our B.Sc. days at Amravati. I was toatly new to the environment there. After debacle of my 12th (most ppl have this nightmare in their life :)) I had been sent here for further studies. He was in different class but I was very impressed by his nature. He was quite famous amongst girls. I always seen him talkin to most beautiful girl of our college. So I was bit of jealous and curios about him. For complete one year we never spoke, but I became a Fan of him. He was very enthusiastic about life. Having so much of things to do and clear vision. But the strong part of him, is that he was an artist by nature. He liked Music and master in singing. In our gathering he acted in one act play and got so much appluads and prizes. Whole college was fan of him. I left the college after first year and came back to Nasik. After that in each visit to Amravati our friendship grew like anything. We talked on so many things including Love, Life, Sports, politics, Science and not but the least Music and Acting. These long discussions and chats puts the founding stone of your personality in growing days of college. The we had Parties, Picnicks, treks, Shared our first drink, watched our first adult movie :)
Then came the real phase in my life where One Friend has to Stand by you to take you out of that situation. Heart break!! :) The first heart break is very difficult to digest but only A close best friend can take you out of that. He was my shoulder at that time. He listend and accepted my bakbak, my foul cries and every nonsense inthat phase. Its because of him I was able to withstand and came out of that phase. At this time I can see that phase very detached and can laugh at me, but it was very tense and dengerous at that time. Meri Majdhar wali naiyya ISI mazi ne par lagayee!!
Now he is Part of my family, but we have lost the dialog. I am responcible for it and feeling very low for that. I think who will First break the ice is the key point to such situations. Some Fear, some Ego and my cool nature is the cause of it. Some times i took things too lightly, where demand of time is I should be serious. Its not misunderstanding or anything. Its just we lost that Touch, the free flowing nature when we are together. Hope everything gets back like college days sooooon.....
Wednesday, 16 June 2010
Journey so Far............................
We are a bunch of useless creatures who are deeply in love with life.....We love everything bout life...The one thing which we have in common is we haven't stopped loving life in-spite of some hard hitting punches we got nor we have gone ga ga over some stint of materialistic success... We all believe you just get one life and you should live each and every day as if there is no tomorrow....
As i have mentioned above that we love each and everything about life...here we are gonna write about the most fascinating aspect of life....Human beings.. People who have helped us grow...people who have been a part of us.... people who left their footprints on our lives...People who continue to remain with us and make this one life worth living again and again......
So....here it is our journey so far.................
As i have mentioned above that we love each and everything about life...here we are gonna write about the most fascinating aspect of life....Human beings.. People who have helped us grow...people who have been a part of us.... people who left their footprints on our lives...People who continue to remain with us and make this one life worth living again and again......
So....here it is our journey so far.................
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